yesterday my bf de mother scold me again . i really break down . and i throw all my tamper to crying . i cry very long . i also dont know how long i cry . i beg my bf to birng me hm . haiz but end up also did not say anything . wht should i do i really very miss my friends and family . why i so stupid come all the way here to get all tis .   i really dont know wht to do . aft i cry then his mother also cry then my bf also cry as he see me so sad he say he feel tat he is so useless . i dont know . if my bf treat me not so good maybe then i can just leave without thinking any think . but he is not . tat why i so hard to leave him alone here . should i be more hard hearted or jut  brea with everything . how long i can take it i dont know when i will break down again

i will try my best to get through tis left 1 years plus more i can go bk hm leh . i really love my bf we together 5 years . maybe tis is the test for us if we can go through tis . we a mean to be lor . thank q so much . i am so happy tat i get to know tis froume is so great .